Dios Es Bueno

Buenas Noches,

Its been an interesting last few weeks here in the Dominican Republic for me. As I said I took on a new job, have a new roommate and of late a new understanding of God. Some of you may have heard me say over the last few months that even though many people, including me, start a mission thinking that they are going to change things for other people, I can confidently say that even if only I am changed by this experience, it was well worth the journey.

Well, the Lord has definitely been working in my life and in my heart. One thing I've known I've needed for years is more patience. So, I had been praying for that. Only God doesn't just give you patience, He gives you situations that need patience. And He has given me those situations in abundance over the last few months.

Its hard dealing with people... they are as complex and diverse as snowflakes, each and every one has its own intricate details and inner workings. It can be even harder working in a culture with a different language, different social values and a different way of doing, well, pretty much everything. Add to that not having water some days... not having electric some days... wondering how you are going to get to the grocery store, having the car you occasionally use break down in the middle of traffic... not being able to do your laundry... And you might have a few OFF days...

Well, I have landed myself in a culture that if possible is more blunt than me. Now what I mean by that is, is that though the Dominicans have very indirect methods of communication, which are completely circuitous at times, they will not hesitate to tell you about all of your faults. There is no better mirror than having people tell you what they do not like about your personality. And though you may be well acquainted with all of your faults, you do not confront them as quickly as you do when they are thrust in front of you by others. Its a truly humbling experience.

I feel as though I know a lot better what the phrase, "tested by the fire" means. By no stretch of the imagination am I perfect, far from it. And I thank the Lord for putting up with my human foolishness. And for the opportunity that He is giving me to learn and grow. I am learning to praise Him in the highs and lows because He is good through every circumstance.

May the Lord bless you with the gift of honest friends. May your enemies make you stronger by helping you to trust more in the Lord and His goodness. May you have patience with others faults so that they may have patience with yours. May the road rise up to meet you and may it be lined with still waters besides which you can rest.

Blessings,

Anna